"Bren? Where is God.......in this?"
I swallowed the urge to start rapid fire shooting Bible verses at her even though several came to mind. Cliches make me crazy. Christian cliches make me homicidal.
I didn't say anything, letting her weep for several minutes. When the storm had subsided, I said gently, "There's a purpose for the breaking."
"Bren. Promise me if I hold on long enough He'll put all the pieces back together again."
I wish I could have. I'd like to have that hope about some things myself.
I used to pray that God would fix everything with some magic spiritual superglue. I used to pray that He would shield me from being broken in the first place.
In recent years, my prayers have changed. I find myself often times quite literally on my knees praying, "Don't leave me alone in the broken places. Help me not to miss your plan for this moment in time. Be as real to me in the darkness as You have been in the light."