Though I do love the mysterious element of serving an invisible God, occasionally I would prefer He come over for coffee, explain what was what is and what is to come, and leave before I get so convicted of my unworthiness that I die on the spot in an undeserving heap.
I love the physical presence of Christ. And even though we're on this side of actually touching the scars on his hands, I have to believe he's here. It's why I love the Eucharist when the liurgy invites the presence of Christ to appear\. And it's why I love prayer. For those few minutes we're sharing the same space and the distance between Heaven and Earth disappears.
It's no surprise to anyone at this point that coffee is my love language. Yeah, sure, I'm addicted to the large amounts of caffeine I mix into blonde roasts and lattes every day. And I do feel more secure in an unsettled world that even if my Starbucks blows away, I have the Verismo at my house and I will survive. But, it's more than the cream and Truvia blending my happiness into a cup of happiness. It's the experience.
Coffee with friends invites us to linger. To discuss. To not know what time it is. To not be in such a hurry to get to the next thing that we miss this thing. And God invites us to the very same thing. To not just say our prayers to move on. To not complete a spiritual checklist. To not just ask God for what we need or want, but, to linger.
If I'm honest, I get so wrapped up in my own little world that if I'm not very intentional, I'll forget God. I'll leave Him out of the big decisions and the little details. I'll forget to listen for His heartbeat in every situation and I won't let Him lead this life. Oh, sure, I'll pray, but I won't linger. I won't stay with His presence long enough to make a difference. In me. And I won't let the lifegiving presence of Christ change me.
Sometimes I need a literal reminder. So, this morning I sat my favorite coffee mug on the counter and prayed, "God. I invite you into this life for coffee. For a lifelong conversation that never ends. I invite you to linger. Stay when I want to hide. Stay until the parts of me that look nothing like you disappear. And give me grace. With free refills."